This will be my 600th post as I celebrate the 2nd Anniversary of ElephantTail. If you work that out I have written an average of 25 posts a month since I began here, which by normal standards is a lot of writing for a fast aging 73 year old, who types by the hunt and peck method. This morning as I write this, I’m sitting on a futon in the main room of my small cabin in the Catskill Mountains. It is raining and cold outside as I pound on my cheap laptop, with its’ missing keys and broken internal battery. That depresses me, since only yesterday I finally had an outlet installed outside on my deck, so I could write in the sunshine, but alas there is no sunshine predicted for all day today.
My personal predilection has been to always attach some significance to personal anniversaries and to try to use them to impel me towards greater efforts. This is akin to all the people who resolve to go on diets on New Years Eve and more or less just as successful. So at the two year point for ElephantTail I am contemplating my direction once again and re-examining my needs. The original explanation for why I started this venture can be read if you click on the About link above. Suffice it to say, it came about as a result of my hurt and anger when a few I considered friends, betrayed me at my last venture and so this blog was sadly born out of the need to prove to myself that I could succeed on my own.
You note that I say “prove to myself” rather than prove to others. My personal hubris, a part of me for as long as I can remember, is that I’ve never doubted my own abilities to succeed in anything that I’ve chosen to do. Or as my maternal Grandmother, who didn’t speak English would say to me in Yiddish as a cautionary warning:
“Moishie, ir ve gat mer nerv vi seykhl!”
Mikey, you’ve got more nerve than brains!
Grandma Esther was right and in the many, many years since the child within me heard her words, they have been proven prophetic in my life. When it comes to my talents, or my intelligence, I have been supremely self-confident in life, in the face of others disapproval, or denigration. Yet I am honest enough with myself that I don’t share the illusions expressed by Marlon Brando in On the Waterfront:
For the truth is that I never could have been a contender. The reason for that is that my emotional makeup is and always has been close to that of Peter Pan. Pleasure and contentment have been my main goals in life, because having the self confidence that I could always succeed if I wanted to, I have rarely been motivated towards the all out, egocentric effort needed to really attain what success means in our society. I’d like to think my persona is like “Britt (James Coburn), an expert in both knife and gun who joins [The Magnificent Seven] purely for the challenge involved” Britt’s conceit and perhaps mine, is that he is so good he only competes against himself.
For instance, in 1977 I was languishing in a job as a Caseworker in Welfare, awash in the many sybaritic pleasures of Sex. Drugs and Rock and Roll that the 1970’s had to offer. I had no real plan for my future. However, I was involved in a destructive relationship with a cheating woman, who told me that “You are too old, too fat, too Jewish and going nowhere in life, for me to care for you!” Those cruel, yet true words energized my then latent ambitions. Literally, within 6 months I had won a full tuition Scholarship to Columbia University School of Social Work’s Masters Program and lost 20 pounds. At the same time I had talked my way into the Psychotherapist Training Program at the Gestalt Center for Psychotherapy and Training. The Columbia Masters Program was particularly sweet, since that girlfriend’s mother, who considered me a loser, was most proud of her own graduate degree from Columbia. I dumped, the then more appreciative girlfriend two years later and five years later I was married to the love of my life, had my two darling daughters, a burgeoning Psychotherapy Practice and had moved into upper management in NYC’s Child Welfare Agency. I had also had my first heart attack at the age of 37 and so life goes.
My point is, that as much as I dearly appreciate those who take the time to visit here, I am really writing for myself, rather than for an audience. Curiously though, my audience has grown, but in ways I’d never imagined. As the About details, I got into this blogging thing by becoming prominent as a commenter on Jonathan Turley’s popular blog Re Ipsa Loquitor. Given the amount of argumentation, my initial blogging experiences focused on the importance of people’s comments and the angry responses to them. By the time I got here, it was ingrained in me that the heated debate of a Comments section was an essential element. Thankfully, a group of staunch internet friends followed me from my last blog. Chief among them were Swarthmore Mom, Blouise, Bron, Big Fat Mike, Carlyle Moulton and Mostly Mozart. As time has passed their contributions have waned and I suppose other interesting things are happening in their lives, my own diminished presence in commenting, has contributed to only a trickle of comments remaining.
My commenting contributions have become few and far between, because as these two years wore on I began to realize that my posts gave me a rostrum to write as I pleased and I had little need to defend my opinions in order to somehow justify them. What has happened too, is that a Fascist fraud has become President and I deeply believe he represents a threat to us all. Because of that I have been regularly posting at so far 6 different Facebook Groups (with many thousands of members) dedicated to resisting Trump. It is easy for anyone who stops by here to see that I almost exclusively write about the Resistance, because frankly the danger this awful person represents is far too fraught to ignore. My stats show that Facebook has brought in many of those who find some interest in reading my musings and my plans for the future are tied in with finding an even wider Facebook audience composed of those engaged in Resisting this dire threat to us all.
Yet as my third year begins, with this being my 600th post, I’m writing this one for those who aren’t following me on Facebook and in fact this effort will not be posted at any of those 6 groups. I respect that those groups are about the politics of Resistance and my own personal musings are not appropriate for the audience. Yet as this milestone has passed I wanted to connect with those who have seen me evolve through my 7 years as a blogger. I appreciate you for all of your support, I cherish the comments you’ve made and the knowledge you’ve imparted here. My two year statistics are below, make of them what you will.
- 62, 449 Views
- 12,538 Visitors
- 15 Different Countries, 2,785 views
Most Popular Post ever: “Godwin’s Law”, Donald Trump, Rising American Fascism and Its Eerie Similarity to the NAZI’s
August 11, 2017 at 3:38 pm
Hi Mike, Congratulations on tenure, I suppose.
I really just switched gears; I grew tired of the echo chamber and nuthin’ but Trump, 24/7.
I do have my opinions (ah haaaaa, money laundering, that is how an idiot makes billions of dollars….)
I still claim this will be painful but in the long run could be good for the country; Bernie has said he will not rule out a 2020 run (but it is not the time to make such decisions). Or maybe we will get Warren.
In any case, the current whirling cesspool in the White House is even worse than I would have guessed; but there is a silver lining: The Republicans are more incompetent than I would have guessed, and cannot pass Health care.
As I predicted before it happened (alas, not here) one of the Republicans insulted by Trump on the Campaign Trail would side with Murkowski and Collins to defeat their Obamacare repeal: Lo and Behold, it was McCain. Good for him.
We can still get Bernie Sanders, Elizabeth Warren, or both in 2020: That would have been an impossible feat had Hillary won, and in fact we would have almost undoubtedly gotten a Republican from 2024 to 2032, and as a result been governed by quieter, expertly corrupt corporatists for the next 16 years. Now it might be only this loud and ineptly corrupt clown for FOUR years! Maybe less!
Not only that, but a true blue Socialist president? An impossible dream for the rest of our lives, I would have said, if not for this interlude with Trump and a moronic incompetent Republican Party in complete power. Instead we now have that chance.
Only pain spurs people to change, I really believe that. I truly believe Hillary, for eight years, would not have created the necessary level of pain, but our rights and finances would have continued to erode, and the corpocracy would have continued its ascent through her eight years and the next eight after that, whether we elected another corporate Democrat or another corporate Republican.
Trump will bring the pain, which you can see is already having the necessary alarm and spur to organizing a better chance in 2020. There is, of course, a real risk that Democrats will put up another corrupt shill with the necessary “experience” (meaning acceptance of the oligarchs they really must serve). But as it stands, I am happy with at least the chance Democrats will put up a real person, even a real socialist, that is not on the side of the richest people and corporations.
We shall see. Hoping for the best. Happy 600th!
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August 12, 2017 at 9:38 am
MM,
Glad everything is OK with you and your absence was merely Trump ennui. I find myself immersed, however, in the growing insanity of the times and as I explained I am writing now to contribute to the various Resistance groups I have become involved with. I cannot help but think that the country is on a cusp similar to that of Germany in 1933 and I feel the responsibility to at least speak out against a tide of Fascism that may roll over us all. Perhaps my mind is roiling with unwarranted fears, as my gut churns with dyspeptic upset. However, over and again the phrase “It can’t happen here” runs through my thoughts because from what I know, it very well Can Happen Here!”.
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August 12, 2017 at 10:32 am
Mike,
Well, I certainly would not subscribe to the notion “It can’t happen here.” In my view, All Things Are Temporary, including me, including the USA, including Humanity itself. Something, someday, will end this country; for better or worse, and usually for anything we love, for worse!
That said, I firmly believe that Trump is not the demagogue to get it done. In my view he is too impulsively insulting and obtuse. For example, why can’t he shut down Mueller? Why is he throwing his “satellites” (his word for friends) under the bus, left and right? These are not the moves of somebody that can consolidate and concentrate power into his own hands. Why would he so transparently and illegally bully Murkowski?
Reports I have read imply there are several Republican Senators opposed to Trump, some out of pique at his previous insults of them on the campaign trail. For example, I believe there was much more opposition to the Republican Health plan than 3 votes: I think there was a little (legal) discussion and collusion going on to ensure there was just enough NO votes to make it fail. Next time, some other Senator(s) in that group of opposition (like Graham) will take the hit, to spread the blame, so nobody is accused of being a RINO, but Trump is denied any major legislative victory.
I think Polling agrees with me; Trump has about a 25% core, that’s it.
Unlike Hitler, Trump is an incompetent strategist, loyal to nobody in power, and already with a strong and long record of betraying people that were trying to help him. He does not even try to appear as anything but an ignorant, greedy narcissist out for himself. Hitler, as evil and horrifying as he was, inspired the German people and seemed to be acting in their best interest. Currently a super-majority of people do not believe that about Trump, he is too undisciplined in his public statements and persona to sustain that charade. It was easy enough when he had zero power (as a candidate), now that he has it, and is trying to exercise it, the Emperor has no clothes.
I have always believed that Republicans in Congress will always operate on craven self-interest. I believe that, in any voting district that is less than 60% RED, they are well on the road to deciding that Trump is NOT in their craven self-interest and continuing to provide cover or excuses for him just might cost them their seat, and their loyalty won’t be rewarded by Trump anyway! (Trump is like a lion, in the bad way: If a lion gets a leg broken in a kick by prey, other lions will kill and eat the injured lion; even their own parents or siblings.)
They may vote a lot of damaging crap through. They are Republicans and hate taxes and regulations and helping people. That said: My worry level on “dictatorial powers” is bordering on none.
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August 12, 2017 at 11:39 am
MM,
See my post today.
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August 12, 2017 at 8:49 pm
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